now i know why God told me that things are gonna be tough but i'm gonna make it through.

it all linked.

this season is a season where God is showing me what areas in my life that need to be changed.
it gonna hurt, like what Pastors preached before a few years back ( The Potter's Hands sermon). but i beilieve i'm gonna make it through and grow.


thanks Koonz for being there.
you rock.
you know i won't know how to express my graditude.
but i know you know that when i say "thanks", i meant it from my heart.


new Stella is gonna come.
devil, you watch out la!
ha ha ha ha ha. (((:

! let it all go;

when i woke up today
thought of all the things You've done
then i find myself here
feeling all so over come
You gave Your life away for me
truely me heart belongs to You
so let me say
could i ever thank You for
what You did at Calvary
when You bled and died for me
could i ever turn away
knowing that You paid the price
that i could never pay
when i think of the way
that You died upon that Cross
bearing my sin
even though my heart was lost